Finding self-pride and nature

 

 

180g of white craft / Silver foil

 

 

I stay in China over half a year. I always feel that nothing is working, but nothing is impossible in China.

It is difficult to find human nature.

 

To do so, I think the nature should be supported by self-pride. Self-pride and self-esteem are different, but both of them imply regard for myself and egoism for others. Something pleased has recently happened to me. I just felt quite pleased…

The essence is to shed tears of blood if I have others in tears. (The same expression is “Curses, like chickens, come home to roost.”)

 

Confucius said that Burhok is the age of forty, but this is appropriate only to men of old times. I am almost fifty, but I feel that I haven’t passed the age of 40 yet

because I felt pleased when someone experienced misfortune.

 

My childish mind is not purified at all even though I am getting older. There is an old saying that an envious man waxes with the fatness of his neighbor.

Anyway, I am pleased to what is happening to me is. Ah.. I don’t know where this kind of sly mind comes from. According to an author who writes a book that I am reading, he asks about we should be number one?, or we need to have a dram and goal?

Whenever I am reading this book, I feel really funny because I think that I would be afraid of living a life without any dreams and goals, but on the other hand, I understand that passage. However, would people feel comfortable when they have a dream?

I think people usually buy the lottery tickets, earnestly hoping for that slim chance or dream. Of course, it’s not that I don’t understand the essential contents that he is saying in the book.

I can understand what he is talking about.

However, I think we should be number one and have a goal and dream.

I went to Yiwu Futain market in months. I felt cool indoors because of the air conditioner, but outside was over 37 degrees.

I visited to several accounts and tried to find Han Sang Guan to eat lunch, but I forgot where it was. My mind sometimes wanders like this. I made a great fuss about trifles.

 

For example, I didn’t take a car key, or I asked one of the employees to call me because I was confused that I lost my cell-phone even though I put this on my hip pocket.

As my body and mind changes, I can’t stop the aging process. I strive to find the essence of my body even though it is also important to find the mental essence.

 

Mr. Kook usually rides a bicycle and has lost weight. So, I bought a bike to ride, but I was going to die while riding because it hurt my hip. I just changed my dieting method to eat the specific fruits.

I lose about 3 kg in three or four days because I felt too hot, tired, and didn’t feel like eating anything. I am looking for my own body essence in China. I have a goal to lose10kg while staying in China for a month…

 

I went to Namsan Mountain to climb in Korea at lunchtime.

Now, I can count the number of the long and long stone steps that I visited when Mr. Kook was at school. I can count something as much as numerable units.

I am consistently talking about self-esteem.

I told the employees that producing the defective goods might diminish their own self-pride, but they were just naughty.

 

When we are confident of our own product, we can sell them, can’t we?

Of course, some companies don’t think like that. With a mind that every product I produce is really different from others, I make a shopping bag.

 

However, I sometimes think that no one can make a different paper bag. The essence is why I started this business…

I am sometimes confused why, so it is not easy for me to push all employees to know why.

The one comfort thing is that I can feel some differences every year.

The quality of our products and a trust in “brand shopping bag’ from employees seem to be changed.

I want to live a normal life rather than special one.

 

Many people have never thought of me as a special person. I am actually not special, but I want to be special for one thing. I want to make a special product. Even though I know about China just a little bit, China gives us lots of opportunities related to a business.

This means that many businesses have been running for more than ten years, fifty years, or one hundred years. People can pleasantly work if they get rid of any greed.

There are lots of differences between a view from a novel, ‘The great wall of jungle,’ and my view, but there are several similarities.

I think that there are so many people, opportunities, and failures in China. I already crossed a Rubicon river and will cross there again in a little while.

Having the thrill instead of fear does bode well for my life. How about you? Can you do so after crossing a Rubicon river?

At the very least, Caesar arbitrarily crossed the river to find the nature. No one pushed him to do so. Did you do so because I forced to do so? I am really sorry, but I am pleased….